When You Love Someone

By Endah and Rhesa

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence

When you love someone
just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love
don’t ever let it go
or you will loose your chance
to make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life

When you love someone
just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love
don’t ever let it go
or you will loose your chance
to make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
but when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....

When you love someone
just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love
don’t ever let it go
or you will loose your chance
to make your dreams come true...

3.17 AM

Jam di laptop gue nunjukkin 3.17 AM.
Dan gue udah bangun.
Entah karena pola tidur yang semakin kacau atau karena banyak hal berkecamuk di benak gue.

Marah...

Kesal...

Sedih...

Entah yang mana yang lebih dominan, tapi sepertinya rasa sedih itu lebih besar.

Saat ngetik ini gue lagi dengerin lagunya Eva Cassidy "Time after time" dan tiap kata dalam lagu itu bikin gue makin sakit.

Gue berharap menangis bukanlah dosa yang nunjukin kelemahan tapi suatu hal yang bisa dimaafkan untuk melepaskan semua kegelisahan.

Kalo aja gue bisa memohon untuk mati rasa mungkin itu yang bakalan gue minta saat ini, biar gue lepas dari semua rasa ini.

Biar gue ga ngerasain sakit ini...

Kecewa...
Mungkin itu penyebabnya.

Pada akhirnya keangkuhan dan kemunafikanlah yang menjadi pemenangnya.

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..... (sigh)

Betapa munafiknya kita...
Manusia...


Sabtu 3.37 AM
6 Juni 2009